Saturday, January 20, 2007

why?..of why

Have u ever felt so angry like you could kick someone from earth straight to the sun, so that they'll burned in the cackling hell-is fire and heat?

I AM FEELING LIKE THAT NOW!

I don't know why im so angry, but u want to know why? COZ I FEEL LIKE I WAS BEING FUCKING USED!

When lonely and sad, u turned to me! USED ME!

when u have someone else, U FORGET ABOUT ME!

I wish you all the best from HELL.

I wish you all the best fire (that would burn you not only to the bone but to the core of the earth and to the bottom of the bottom-est hell), devil, torture and suffering from hell to be BESTOWED UPON YOU!

Haih..how could i be deceived? by myself and by you...

How could I ever lie to myself without myself even knowing it?

Why do i feel so angry when i thought i've moved on?

Why do i feel like im being used when i thought i've come to terms with reality and everything?

Why am i angry knowing that you have someone else and expressing it so to everyone in the world?

why?..


How come i was not made known?

How could you tell me all the things that you did but acted the opposite of your words?

How come you never tell me the thruth?

Why did you leave me dumbfounded and speechless as always?

Why did u treat me the way that you did? with deceive, lies and uncertainty?

I have many questions for you. I want to hear all the answers from you but how come I could never hear it?

Why did you give me hope when clearly i hate hope? Perharps you were the one who made me hate having hope...

Why?.....

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