Friday, April 04, 2008

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Although I said that I am not blogging anymore, but the occasion that I shall write is a special one for me. Never have I felt this happy in my life since I was a teeny weeny child.

My life went on as usual today. As routined, I would force myself to wake up despite the alarm blaring madly (I put the volume on max today). Went to college duh dah du dah duh dah.

To have happiness doesn't mean that something extra ordinary would have to happen, but its just those littlest things that help you grace through the day.

To begin with, I had such a wonderful lunch at delicious today. It is so rare that I get to treat myself with nice food. Had the best company for my lunch as well.

And as for dinner, I ate at TGIF with Yeong Ren. It feels so nice to be able to bring yourself into the comfortable zone and have endless conversations with your good friend. No bickering or whatsoever but just feeling the way you used to feel before situations start to change each one of you.

When I got home, I picked up the phone right away and started dialing Amir's number. We talked on the phone for almost two hours and a half and that is downright impossible. He hates talking on the phone and If i do force him to talk to me, the conversation would turn sour and silence dictates the situation. But today, everything was different and it made me feel so happy. So So So happy.

Soon after the conversation, my drunk parents got back started taking old photos out. It is amazing what old memories can do to you. The sight of the familiar but already forgotten bed sheet that u use to stare at before you doze off and the favourite shirt that you use to wear because it makes u look ultra glamorous makes you feel terrific. We laughed and teased each other. Sometimes we would even scream in horror because our mum looked ultra gorgeous and our dad look super rock and roll in his straight cut jeans and afro hair. It has been such a long time since we have bonded and it feels amazing to feel like a family again.

It may look simple and normal to all of you, but it is the simplest thing that plaster a smile on my face and today was filled with all the simplest luxury that life could offer to me and i am grateful for that. So So grateful and thats why I blogged about it. I just do not want to forget this day. = )