Thursday, January 31, 2008

Just writing for the sake of updating.

Every time I travel, I come back with a little gift from that far away land. Gift of memories and these memories often lead to obsessions.

Obsession, obsession, obsessions.

We obsess about things that we can never obtain and that's the beauty of acquiring one night stand.

We often take no notice of a seasoned love. We always want fresh young love that gives you the adrenaline rush. Well if it doesn't apply to you, then it does apply to me.

And when that new unblossomed sweet thing needs to forgotten for the sake of reality, it hurts deep down inside. A sweet escapade in a foreign land often gives u the magical fairy tale effect. That one fairy tale night belongs to you and not even reality would dare to interfere.

After all these escapades, I learned that reality and the usual images of love projected among us do not collide. I also learned that what you can't have would always leave the biggest impact in your life and lastly, it is all up to you to handle that situation. You can live in the past and pine for what is lost or you can take charge of your life and believe that we; as humans would always obsess for what we can't have.

If it still doesn't ring a bell in your head, then let me give you an example. Have you ever fallen in love with that absurdly expensive shoes that you just can't get it out of your mind for days? Or have you ever laid your eyes on such a beautiful person but didn't have the guts to talk to that person? I'm sure you came back thinking about that person the whole night.

I gathered all these realisations after watching Before Sunrise and Before Sunset. I had the exact situation going on in that movie.

I suggest you people give the movie a try. It's nothing much but just endless conversations between two people. Nevertheless it touched me deep down inside.

Here I wrote some sweet nothings. Wrote it on an instant and didn't bother to embellish it. Hope you people wont laugh.

I met you in an exotic island and you took my breath away. You kissed my cheeks in the beginning to tell me I love your company.When I laid down next to you, you played with my hair to tell me I hope you feel the same way about me. You moved closer to kiss my lips told me you want me.You kissed my neck and told me something passionate. But I refrained you from doing so and like a gentleman, you did. But then, you hugged me from behind and kissed my shoulders to tell me I really want you. In the end, you let me go and kissed me on the hand to tell me I shall never forget you. You told me all this with the glimmer in your eyes and the parting of your lips.

Haihhhh...I can hear you people sniggering at me!

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

"Did you get a wig for your hair?"

I got a new hair do!

Dyed my hair and straightened it.

Aminah said I look so bitchy that she just wants to slap the bitchiness out of my face! =.='

Happy New Year you guys. I have no resolution for this year because I believe progress is an on going process and there is no need to pause on new year's eve and think of a resolution.

Taa! Goodluck with exams peeps!