Wednesday, January 31, 2007

To be or not to be...that's the question!

I was just about to fall asleep, when i thought of something. Most of the famous and eminent writers are actually women writers. All hail for girls power!

Okey okey, we cant actually shake off the good male writers, such as Dan Brown with his literature work such as Da vincci's code and what not, but he's not as "eternal" as these writers, Jane Austen, Charlotte Bronte, Harper Lee (to kill a mockingbird)?

You cant deny the how great and exciting the plot is in "To kill a Mocking bird".

These writers are not really well know, i mean for thier name. If u ask who is Lee Harper, most people wouldnt even know the answer to that. But thier work has been given great recognition, untill when u say "to kill a mockingbird" or " pride and prejudice" most people would be nodding with great confidence that they have heard the name of such books.

Not to mention the author of Harry Potter, J.k Rowling. I've forgotten her name there for a second. I'm sure her work will last and be remembered for a very long time to come.

No doubt men can write, but so far as i can see, women have written such great stories with exceptional ideas and plot. The plot and the originality of the story is beyond comparision and it's definitely as Ean for hitz.fm like to call it "OFF THE CHAIN MAN".

There is another of my favourite, Maya Angelou with her best peom ever, phenomenal women (its my fav) and Sylvia Plath with her dark, deep, and meaningful poem such as mushroom (now i understand the poem).

These writers are my fav and i ran across them by accident and not because i googled up for women writers, studied thier biography and started liking them. Not at all. I like them for thier work and talent. I've only realised that most eminent writers are actually women.

They were many inspiring female writers during the early 19th century, but sadly most of them hid thier identity. Most of them changed thier name to a male name so that they could sell thier books and its all because of female oppression and gender inequality. I dont get it!

Maybe the best example for inspiring female writer would be Lim May Zhee *starts to laugh maniacally and uncontrollably* . Started writting at a tender age (yeah yeah we know) and she's now published (i can hear ppl saying watever). If u put it that way *scoffs* -.-' . I admire her for her "determination" (sarcastically), but she's just L.O.A. (i can see some peole nodding vigorously). She breathes, feeds, and lives on attention. I dont even know why i mentioned her here. Lame.

Besides, if u were to walk around a bookshop or MPH, try to survey the books and probably u'll realise that there are more female writers compared to male writers. As it has been scientifically proven, that women are much more fluent with words compared to men, just as how men are more specialised with mechanical things compared to women. I think it's just thier area of speciality.

I guess every gender has its own speciality, for example. if u were to walk into a mechanic shop, the ratio of female mechanics to male mechanics would probably be 0%-5% : 95%...i guess its just a natural thing...

However, i still cant deny how amazing, brilliant and superb this guys is. The name is WILLIAM HEROLD NELSON SHAKESPEARE. i cant deny his talents and he's genius. If you have studied his work, u wouldnt believe how masterful he is with words. Words flow profusely from his mouth and his heart. It flows and flows and flows and it never ends. When I was studying Romeo and Juliet (currently trying to study Cleopetra and Anthony), i got sick of his words and dramatic-ness!. real cheesy till i wanted kill romeo for his pethatic-ness on the spot. However, when you have finished reading and appreciating its beauty, u'll be asking for more.

If you wont, i know i will and I am. Too bad i cant appreciate with a teacher's help by my side.

Eventhough he's a bloke and yada yada yada...there are actually proofs that he was gay. The Sonnet 18 that he wrote, was actually for a bloke, and he was probably a duke or sumthing. He could be his sponsor, or his good friend. i have no idea...

But even if he's gay, i'll be even more glad! Horraay for gayness and rainbow flags!

wait...do u think he's romantic in real life?

Saturday, January 27, 2007

random

i have seasons...seriously!

Believe me when i say i have seasons...

i have seasons where i get mad most of the time, or annoyed most of the time...

Sometimes i even have seasons where i get hungry and impoverished most of the time...

Rite now i am having the season, where i get sick of my blog. Then i'll try to change the skin and layout for numerous times...

Afterwards, i'll stop writting for some time. Then the blog goes dead and i'll delete it....

However, someday you'll see me jumping around telling everybody that i have a new blog and the url is the same...-.-

Im going through that phase now...getting bored of blogging coz my mind is not working.

So its either i'll leave my blog for awhile and find something interesting to talk about, or i'll just delete it....

See ya when i see ya...

Thursday, January 25, 2007

wtf?

I am no longer angry (my anger subsided as soon as i wrote the previous post) but im just lazy to update...

Currently im obsessed with free e-books...especially classical ones from William Makepeace or something like Arabian nights. I love classical books coz I have nothing to regret about after reading them. Owh yeah, u guys should start googling e-books. It saves money, time and energy.

But it will hurt ur eyes after endless hours staring at the monitor screen!

Behold the power of technology; E-books!

Apart from reading e-books, i've been thinking about myself alot. narcissistic rite? but that's not the matter...

U may think alot or get really concerned of what others think about you, but have you ever stop and consider about how you view yourself? make opinions of yourself?

Its pretty hard for me to explain this...but i might just give it a shot.

I view myself as someone, complicated? to me yeah, coz its hard for me to predict and understand myself.

I have even realised something that, I am very much influenced by my emotions?

Who am i kidding, this sounds just like an "about me" post from friendster...

Sleepy! its 3.30 in the morning, and im drugged with panadols!

*crap evercomes zefer*...lameity shall resurface..

the perfect emoticon for this stupidity is this : -.- (always done by yeong ren!).

Need sleep! Bye

p/s: have taken my license! i am a legal driver from today onwards!

Saturday, January 20, 2007

why?..of why

Have u ever felt so angry like you could kick someone from earth straight to the sun, so that they'll burned in the cackling hell-is fire and heat?

I AM FEELING LIKE THAT NOW!

I don't know why im so angry, but u want to know why? COZ I FEEL LIKE I WAS BEING FUCKING USED!

When lonely and sad, u turned to me! USED ME!

when u have someone else, U FORGET ABOUT ME!

I wish you all the best from HELL.

I wish you all the best fire (that would burn you not only to the bone but to the core of the earth and to the bottom of the bottom-est hell), devil, torture and suffering from hell to be BESTOWED UPON YOU!

Haih..how could i be deceived? by myself and by you...

How could I ever lie to myself without myself even knowing it?

Why do i feel so angry when i thought i've moved on?

Why do i feel like im being used when i thought i've come to terms with reality and everything?

Why am i angry knowing that you have someone else and expressing it so to everyone in the world?

why?..


How come i was not made known?

How could you tell me all the things that you did but acted the opposite of your words?

How come you never tell me the thruth?

Why did you leave me dumbfounded and speechless as always?

Why did u treat me the way that you did? with deceive, lies and uncertainty?

I have many questions for you. I want to hear all the answers from you but how come I could never hear it?

Why did you give me hope when clearly i hate hope? Perharps you were the one who made me hate having hope...

Why?.....

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Feminism!



This song is so popular, i dont even need to introduce it. If you still cant figure out the band's name and the title of the song, u just might have to jump down from your own window. ehehe...This song is also my ringtone, which according to Kah Mun is "scary" and if i were to berlaku curang, and suddenly somebody called me on my number and this song appeared, i would hilang mood and wont dare to continue with what i was doing. That is according to Kah Mun. But it's pretty true, it comes on pretty shockingly.

I have a few reasons why i dont need a man or why i dont like men currently,

1) men are such simple minded and obvious creatures that we can actually read what's going up in thier mind. Fools (to all the boys jgn marah)

2) Secondly, when they want to have you, they make it so obvious and they look like some hungry pack of dogs; Greedy.

3) When they have you, they wont appreciate you, becoz the fun of the chase is already gone.

4) If you play hard to get, they will lose interest so QUICKLY and move on to other girls. PLAYA IN THE HOOD konon, sod off.

5)There are many types of boys, and i dun really like this type. They want you (and you're head over heels for him too), and tell you that they want you 2, but dun make any appropriate moves to show his affection and keep you hanging on a thread. BE A MAN, STEP UP U LOSERS!

6) The reason that im not really interested in guys also because, the only drive that they have is the sex drive. That is the only thing that keeps them driven.

7)They have big dreams! Some have nothing to offer to the ladies (no money, no courtesy, no respect), and they have such high taste and expectation from the ladies. C'mon gimme a break.

If you guys out there couldnt stand reading this anymore, i suggest you'd stop. It could break your sof,t sensitive cuddly heart.BOHOO!

8) This goes straight to the remp-its (i'll give you remp-its a salution if you could actually read and understand my simple english here). Have respect for the ladies! Dont go howling like wolves that have broken his legs or neck snapped to the ladies. U guys suck big time! u treat a lady like an airbag that has vagina! Sod off! U think u're all that, but all u people have one thing in common. Small lil brother..u think that is not a big thing to the ladies, but think again. It is.

9) The only thing you have is a big ego and that's ur weakness. If we can stroke your ego, we can stroke anything out from you, even your money. so REDUCE THE EGO, if you dont want to be seem, herm let me think for the word, WEAK?!

10)It's simple enough why i dont need or like guys, because THEY LACK RESPECT FOR THE LADIES! It's just as simple as that. Have respect for the ladies. Treat us with grace, respect and selfless- ness. There is this one word that would be helpful for u guys, and the word is GENTLEMAN!

11) and WHATS UP WITH GENDER INEQUALITY? it pisses me off...just because we have boobs, one hole in our vagina, and dont grow hair and beards like monkeys, we should be treated with inequality? C'mon, gimme a break.

This post might be one-sided, unfair and unjust. But these are all from my own experience. Not one did i ever create. However, there are some guys out there who are sweet, caring and have respect for the ladies. If you're a guy, and you have successfully read the whole post from top to bottom, i congratulate you and the reasons are of my own.

p/s: i dun need a girl too...i dun need anybody rite now. I need myself and self-worth.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Pa-ya-pa-pa Pa-ra-ra....



That is a song sung by John Legend, and indeed he is such a legend. A sex God! The song's title is "save room".

That song is stuck in my mind, since forever. I love his sexy husky voice that completes the creamy soft jazzy beat in the background. Besides that, I never knew he had such a toned body and i like how it looks, ordinary yet sexy. I wish I could be like the woman waking up beside him in the morning! ouu...

I knew that this song was perfect for me from the first time i heard it. I just wish that someone could save a little space in thier life for me and my affection.

Besides, the lyrics are just...............there are no words for it

"save room for my love
save room for a moment to be with me
save room for my love save a little
save a little for me
won't you save a little
save a little for me - ohh

This just might hurt a little
love hurts sometimes when you do it right
Don't be affraid of a little bit of pain
pleasure is just on the other side

Let down your guard just a little
I keep you safe in these arms of mine
Hold on to me - pretty baby
You will see I can be all you need

I f you stay, won't you stay - stay

save room for my love"

That is just a few segment of the lyrics.

I like the part when he sings "this just might hurt a lil, love hurts sometimes when you do it right, Don't be affraid of a little bit of pain, pleasure is just on the other side"

I like the fact that, how those few lines could have so much truth in it, mainly about love. Esp when you're in this convolution of love and how it never stop to confuse and hurt you. But if you have faith, patience and understanding, it will bear so much fruit and joy in the end. I hope mine will...blargh

Enjoy, the legend. I dun think he will be a legend or myth. He's for real man, he's reality!...hehehe