Saturday, September 30, 2006

It hurts...So bloody much

Love really really really hurts. I've never felt the side effect of love until now. It hurts so much until u dun feel like like loving anymore,because u're scared u'll be hurt again.

When u're really deeply in love with someone, u would miss them so much.But u know u cant meet up until u dunno when. That's when u'll feel love really really hurts.

when u're really deeply in love with sumone, u would cross the red sea for him/ her. However, u close frens n family go against ur relationship. That's when u'll feel love really really hurts.

When u're so deeply in love...so so deep, like the Marianne trench (however u spell it), n she/he told u that she/he feels the same way too. But they left u for someone that they have loved b4.
That's when u'll feel love really really hurts.

Love is divine..but unfair. Love makes the world go round, but hate sprouts from love. How can love be so twisted n confusing? How can love,the thing that human so everly worship can disappoint us in many ways? Why do love deserve most of our tears?

im so heart broken. Never in my life I felt so heart broken. Guess that is something I should be glad about. I know now, how painful love can be. But I also do know, how much love can lead your life. Now I know how much love can brighten up your life. Love really really hurts though.

Im sad, but have no more tears to shed. Eventhough my tears have dried up, but my heart can stop breaking. it cant stop bleeding. When can it heal? How can i heal it? How can I stop myself from hoping...got any suggestions?

Y-O-U! yes you!

you! yes you....

YOU made me learn so much,
despite the time we shared together was short.
You never failed to make me smile,
You never failed to make cry me either.
You were joy, you were pain.
You were my angel, You were my nightmare.

You were my strong knight,
hiding behind those softness.
You were my world,
hiding behind those wreckage.
vindicated You are,
like you always claim yourself to be.


I cherish every moment we share,
it was blissful till its last.
I'll never forget those kiss,
from those small lips,
and that long lost forgotten parfume.
They were all you.

All good things always come to an end,
You were to good to be true.
You,yes you!
Will always grow in my heart,
Will always occupy a small space in my heart.
You will always be a special part of my heart.
Always.

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