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Thursday, December 28, 2006

follow your heart?..not!

This has been a very frequent question that i ask myself...Follow your heart or your mind? Some would strongly suggest that your mind should be given the utmost priority, as they say "we're humans, and are gifted with the most superior brain, therefore we should use it to the greates advantage, even in decision making".

Well if that's the thing, what about your hunches? or your intuition? your instincts? Some believe that we're just like the animals because we evolved from our fellow primates, and we have exactly what they have, which is instincts. Which kept them alive and gave trememdous boost for survival. But are we ever willing to sink that low, or to demean ourselves to a monkey, baboon standard?

Some would try to balance thier intuition and thier mind to good use. I've been that way for quite some time, but the more often i practise it, the more confusing it gets.

I dont have any example to give, but the only example i have is my sodding love life, which i dont ever want to bring up because its a big bore.

Nevertheless, think of one from any of your experience.

Mayb i have one now!

I have 2 choices of colleges and pre-u program on my plate rite now.

The first one is, SAM from taylors. It's easier, and the college is near to my house. Im planning to go to Melb U, so this SAM foundation completes everything that i need.

But one the other hand, i have A-level that i have been considering since a very long time ago. Perhaps since 2 years ago. First of all, it's not reconmendable because it's hard, and if i ever want to take up A-level it would definitely be in HELP, which is so far away from my house.

The first is my mind thinking and the latter is my heart's desire.

Nevertheless, i pick the latter. Because i get these stupid hunches.

So i made up my conjectures. Usually, what your mind picks would be the easiest option for you. Mayb not that rewarding but it will make things easier.

On the flip side, what your hunches tell you would be risky, and you would have to face the hard cold reality. I dont know why it is that way, but often decisions that i made from my intuiton or hunches usually came with a big price to pay.

But im still not so sure which is more beguilling.

So far, i've made up my mind, to follow my hunches, probably because i've been very sceptical of hunches. I often thought that hunches are just hunches and they cannot be trusted, because most of your desires, lust and needs are very deceiving.

Despite of that all, i want to give my desire and intuition a chance and compare which is more rewarding. Even how risky your hunches could be, risk takers are often rewarded more. After all, those are only my conjectures.

Everything else is up to you.

But im impotent to what's coming ahead, i believe in fate and destiny. But yet again, do we create our own destiny or does fate/god creates our destiny? or is it just mere coincidences? COFUSION!

by Zephyr at 7:20 PM |