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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

i have a dream....

have u ever had any of those dreams where you find yourself still caught in the emotions of your dreams?

or have you ever had any of those dreams where you find yourself you could control your dreams and alter it the way that you want it to be?

The first type of dream is called The Epic Dream while the latter is called The Lucid Dream.
These two kind of dreams are the most common kind of dreams that i get and i just had an epic dream and the feeling is indescribable...it still lingers till now.

Okey so the dreams goes like this, well i dunno how it actually got started but all i know that i got married. It was not the joyous kind of marriage, but i felt like i had to do it and felt contented. Besides i knew the groom for a very short time only. i was married with a nice diamond ring and i know i really adore that ring.

However i met this one guy. He looks rough around the edges and he's foreign. He is masculine and mysterious, not the type that talks alot. Despite all that he has so many layers in him. i dunno why i started travelling with this guy, but i did and he took care of me really well. i was really touched that i had someone to take care of me, and i had someone for comfort. before i knew it, i was in love. i was so in love with him and my husband knew about it, so he got really dissapointed. it was hard for me to make my decisions but i knew so well that i wanna be with the mysterious guy.

He is just so mysterious, so alluring and so manly, so quiet that i know i just wanna have him for myself. i just knew that i gotta be with him and i know i have got to treat him right. That is just how strongly i felt for him, but as time goes by, he dissapear slowly from my dreams, it was not intentionally but i had new dreams coming in that i lost him. Untill now i can feel the emotions that i felt in that dream. i could still feel being in love and in need of someone. i could still feel being cared for and loved for unconditionally.

i think the dream is reflectiong my current emotions at the moment. And I think it is reflecting what i really look for in a relationship which is care, support, understanding (since he's so quiet, so i presume that he agrees with whatever i said) and protection. Those are the things that i long for in a relationship i think. what do u suggest?

by Zephyr at 11:10 AM |